me and kailyn had a good round of singing princess songs the other day, it was so fun! some times i really like to just act like i'm her age again and enjoy life the same way she does. it makes me feel like i'm young and innocent again...no care in the world. nothing to worry about, nothing to keep my mind preoccupied. i love moments like that. she'll ask me to come dance with her in her room some times, i get the same feeling when i follow her in there and twirl around with her. that smile on her face makes me just fall in love with that feeling. it's beautiful.
something i didn't plan on having a problem with was balancing my love and attention between my daughter and my hubby, but lately, as it was pointed out to me in a late night disagreement, i have been focusing much more attention and love towards my daughter. who knew it would be so hard to notice the line? i figured if i started leaning more towards one side i'd realize it right away and just revert right back to the middle. yeah...not so much. i really need to sit back and re-evaluate how i'm handling things, because the last thing i want to do is neglect my hubby. i want things to be wonderful between me and my hubby so i definitely need to do something about this. maybe i need to be a little more spontaneous and a give him more kisses during the day. or maybe i need to lighten up and realize i'm not going to be perfect at this whole stay at home mom thing and just enjoy time with him during the day. yep...that sounds good.
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